I have never really left…


“We’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.” – Orson Welles

Trying to forget the past, the times when I felt hurt so bad. Thank God for friends who slapped some sense into me. We are all creatures of habit and comfort. And when you’ve broken the habit, you’ll realise it was habit after all. Maybe a little bit of love, but mostly habit and comfort.

Funny how my other female friends were like “OMG, why are you so sweet?!”, “I wished my BF would do one for me.”, “You’re the first guy I know who would do such things!” when they found out that I was making a scrapbook. I had always thought it’ll be nice and rather cute to do a photo montage/scrapbook. But oh well, if people cannot appreciate you as a whole, then I think its best to move on. Give someone else a chance to make you and them happy.

Funny thing is that when one of my friends asked if I will ever get back with my ex, I could not answer her. I guess I need more time to break out of this habit of caring for for someone too much, who does not really need to be cared for. I mean, after all, she has her other “boys” to be all caring for her.

We all deserve someone who would stand by us in good times or bad.


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